Cancelled

An hour and a half ago we were told that tomorrow's op has been cancelled - J called me at work.

It's a complete mind spin and an emotional roller-coaster - it felt like I'd gone into shock.

We're rescheduled for 25 Nov, so we've somehow got to wind down from this mass of fear and anxiety and back to some semblance of normality for another 2 or 3 weeks before going through it all again.

Little S will have to go through another blood test - J and her went to the hospital today for one anyway and there was 'a lot of screaming but not much blood' (J's words).

J will have unpick all of the complex logistical arrangements that she's made for this week and then do it all again in a fortnight.

But I guess if being cancelled is the worst news we get then I'll take it ...